this is jasmine! (:
this is minmin! :D

oh yes i know i cant smile for nuts. haha.
love the oreo cheeseeeeeeeeecake. UH! the peach tea is still in my bag.

third day of work and im complaining alr. but ive got to thanks mindy to get me this job. cant have a job dealing with customers man. my self-respond, very bad. sigh, my huh-ing. mum has been so wonderful to make breakfast for me every morning. kisses-

results in a week time. then interview. all before valentine's day and CNY. 14more days to v day. hoho. :D gonna hit the town again tmr with minmin after work. i dont wanna get tired! ):

heard stories bout lush. dont know what happen either. everyone's talking bout different things. all bout trust, all bout team spirit.all gone.

what a day.

share a strawberry with your loved ones. He/She will fall in love with you!

trytrytry! ive tried! :D

pub with the girls. ya, with the si angmoh. haha. jk. :D town before that.






LOL. blackout. haha!

work on monday.i can get to see MINDY! :D hope i'll be sitting right beside her. lol.air knee whey, im down with fever, sore throat, blocked nose. this is sooooo irritating. im ready to die.OUSH! cos i know im gonna flunk my o's. EEEYAYYYAY! ya im sick :B

there's a difference.

so you will obviously gt touch when ure at the dancefloor right? i dont know why i got molested when i was queue-ing up. haha, so small and flat alr!

we searched for the tix for like an hr and finally. so we went t queue up. we were lucky enough to see this friend then we somehow cut in the queue. hahaha. and then, 3 of this guys happened to stand behind us. lets called them the mr beans. they wore a beanie. lol.then then then, we queue for like 30mins and it started to move a lil. so we moved to this grp of malay guys beside us.

so i thought they were friendly and we just stood there.
i felt someone touching my thigh. HAHA. damn. i was wearing a skirt. i swear i'll nvr wear a skirt, a mini skirt. to club. NEOW, millie, not trying to say its ur fault. haha i didnt know this would happen. maybe i needa wear t get used to it. lol.

yah, so i put my hand behind just in case. i saw this hand appeared in front of me. and just slide it down my chest. i was like OH MY GOD. i got shocked that i couldnt say anything. i told millie and cat. ahhaa. millie is a fierce girl i tell u.

" eh, nabei cb, want t touch, go home and touch ur mother la cb."

lol.

the malays were really too much uh. not trying to be racist. i mean that grp of people. they said they were not on purpose. yah right. wad the fuck was the hand doing infront of my chest? so flat alr still wanna touch.

cat got squeezed also. ahahah.but she was fierce enough t protect herself.

rmber those beanie guys? they were like
" eh, forget it la, today party dont spoil mood."

yar asshole.burn ur beanie then u know!
i swear if this happen again, i'll anyhow whack alr. i dont care. I SWEAR.

the guys at the front was like, " eh u all move to the front, the malays were drunk." thank u! :D

anyway, saw chuling and steph! BRYANT!!!!!! been yrs ive seen him. no la. months maybe. lol. still the same old him. who else, who else? oh carmen! (: kept thinking who i bumped into at the toilet. lol.

and those guys were damn irritating. we hardly found a good spot to enjoy ourselves and those guys just came and spoiled it. ): it was damn crowded la.
sorry girls for spoiling the night. :B

met ed, louis and kenny later. went to chill.

inside joke of the day.

shi tou (stone) = shi tiu *slang right?
seven eleven = seven leh-len.

wad a night.

couldnt make it to tp. ): sorry ash. so headed to town with the girls!

rich girl. lol.

not digging.
haha, are we scary are we scary?! :o
that hand doesnt look like millie's neither belongs to jen. :S
wads the the mouth bitches! HAHA.
one!
two! haha. cant stop laughing at myself.
three
four
five. and cam almost died on me. no on millie.
so have a quick six! lol.
grow hair grow!!!

HAHA. damn girl.
tummy?!
stay alive.

after the incident, i realised smth. (: sorry hon. loves-

Date:Thursday, 18 January, 2007 8:10 PM

Subject:buttersauce

Message: hows life been treating u? i am guessing tat life`s been gd to u since u r smiling...haha! and wat a nice smile it is too if i do say so myself :)

Being a chef, i will have to say u look like a perfectly well done butter sauce as butter sauce breaks all so easily...BUT!...when u finally get it right... The feeling is orgasmic! haha.

Am i going over board? :P well, sori... get emotional when it comes to this...not to say u r food butu look kinda yummy too...haha! dun worry i dun mean tat in a cannibalistic way...:P

My msn is shishio82@hotmail.com u? so anyways care to be friends? ;p ,sms me k? 92986129 edwin...maybe we can talk sumtime? :P

WTF? butter sauce? he's a bad chef. I LOOK YUMMY?? HAHAHA. damn. if u wanna see his pic, LET ME KNOW. hahahaha. super gross. i dont care if he reads this.
i know im ugly la, will only attract weird people.

urrghh, -pull hair- damn the moodswing. it made me gave attitude to everyone. sry ed.

so what does this means now?

man, where can i go.

thanks kenny. its big enough. lol.






one qns. why would a human want to name after a breed(dog), chiwawa?
haha, that person must be damn cui. that particular person uh. tsk. u think, i thought, who confirm!

and more pics with rach.

last night was angry day cos everything went so wrong that everyone looked so shag and yar. bouncer spoiler siol.
didnt really stay inside. the people on the dance floor were not following to the beat. HAHA. sorry but it was really funny.
millie came later.

ed and i went out for a drink and stuffs, then cat and millie came out to look for us.
char kuay teow( wadever u spelled it ) story starts.

cat's friends bought them beer and wanted them to finish it but cat couldnt and she wasnt allowed to go in. so ed and i waited for her. so, ed drank some for her and there was this guy offered him another can. so he drank. he spit it out, i thought he puke cos he drank quite alot before that and i was like, the way of puking is not right. HAHA. like "sealion", MERLION i mean.

ed just walked off la, i turned back and they were laughing. CHAO CHEE BONG. there was char kuay teow inside. angry yet funny ah.
HOW CAN A CHAR KUAY TEOW DROP INSIDE THE CAN? char kuay teow got legs ah!
so, obviously they put it in right? forget it forget it.

GOT ORH TAU YOU EH. thats so alvin. lol. anyway, they apologised and said they werent on purpose. FINE.

return to the dance floor cos one of them wanted to dance with millie. SO TURN OFF MAN. yar, ed and i got outta dance floor and went to look for louis they all.

my sis came also. she said she's too old for this. lol.
then the bouncer and this malay guy had a fight. we went outside to watch. lol.
then they decided not to go back in. so we went to ms to chill. i was so angry that i told louis bout the char kuay teow thing. lol. all were damn pissed off la.

not long, cat and millie came over. one of the guy called her and she passed the phone to me and he kept saying sorry. so i asked him, why is there a char kuay teow inside? THEN, he said one of the guy did it on purpose but the one who offered ed the beer didnt know.

that guy must be damn lame la. then they came over.

keep saying " if u all not happy, i go and buy packets of char kuay teow and put inside the beer ah, want or not! "
like cmon la, if u really want to do, just do it man. still ask want or not. LOL.
got one guy funnier ah. he reached alr, he said this
" i dunno rnb one hor, i only know sparks one okay!"
sia la, got link meh?
yi ren zuo shi yi ren dang right. tsk. nb. shout here and there. shout until no link one somemore. still scold ppl's mother. dig ur pisai then u know!

they almost fight la. small one wanna fight with big one somemore. he was running like chicken little. i was laughing uh. MUHAHAHA!

ha ha, assholeS.

haha, really sorry for the previous post.

instead of worrying, i needa figure out what i really want now. right? left.
thanks girls for everything :D love you all.
and iko, i wont want to go into republic poly la! lol. too far for me somemore.

went to mediacorp to support lush! wong li lin is hot. she's really straight forward. i like.

hopefully tmr will be a better day :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sorry for this post. just feel like typing it out since no one's coming online at this time.

my dream is ruined. hmm, first thing i recieved a sms in the morning frm ash saying that i must be able to dance ballet.
the next thing i hope she would reply and say, maybe not.
but no, ive to go for an audition which requires me to dance both ballet and contemporary and have a gd english grade, pass at least 4 subs.

tears just rolled down. very emo eh?

blame my parents for not letting me to take up ballet lesson? no.
but ballet is the most impt basic in every dance i can say. learning now, its a lil too late.
good english grade. my o's screwed up like shit alr.

ive been looking forward to get into lasalle but it seems like its gone now.
i always thought lasalle is the one who can save me since i know i wont be able to get into poly. even lasalle doesnt want me now. where can i go? ): i dont like.
i know results not out yet and im typing all these.
i know how badly i did.

fuck the world.

can't i just have the chance to PERFORM ON STAGE? ive been doing that since young and i really enjoy it till now. yea, i can still perform with lush and im really blessed to know them.

its not, not enough to have lush. maybe its just different.

taking up other courses? i am considering. i love to draw but its only when i feel like doing it. how am i gng to take up drawing with this kinda attitude? ive heavy moodswing. lol.

i really dont know what to do. im like disappointing my parents. esp my mum, who always behind me even though ive alr told her that i'll screwed up my o's and allow me to to achieve my own dreams. i just wanna prove it to her that i can do smth else since im not a study material.

fuck everything. emilia, go and die.

I'D RATHER
Luther Vandross

I thought sometime alone

was what we really needed

you said this time would hurt more than it helps

but I couldn't see that

I thought it was the end

of a beautiful story

and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)

and I tried to find out if this one thing is true

that I'm nothing without youI know better now

and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else

I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself

I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone

and thought she could replace you

we got a long just fine

we wasted time because she was not you

we had a lot of fun

though we knew we were faking

love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies

so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true

that I'm nothing without you

I know better now

and I've had a change of heart

(Repeat Chorus)

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,

I can only prove the things I say with time,

please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with(please be mine) you,

than good times with someone else(I know)

I'd rather be beside you in a storm(anytime),

than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby)

I'd rather have hard times together,than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you(surely),

than good times with someone else(surely)

I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),

than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart(you know it)

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

whoooo.....who holds my heart

did something awful last last night.
and at the same time, feeling awful.

shy.
millie kenny, kenny millie.
ed ed ed, ed hardy. lol.
i love the background. i love u too cat!

francis and cat.
cat and millie.

mini! ive no idea why.
louis :B
sharp tongue.
2
3
4

5 horrible hair.

everything takes time.

green banana to a yellow banana. ahaa, okok, no link.